Light

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I struggle with the colour Red
Not because of who you made Red out to be
But because I’ve let it define me

I struggle with the colour Red
Because it was my thing before you
But you stole it and changed its meaning too

I struggle with the colour Red
Not because I can no longer see it
But because there will always be parts of me in it

Yes I struggled with the colour Red
As I stripped myself down to Blue
Because I wanted to change and no part of you

So I dare you to look into my eyes and know
That even though I struggled with the colour Red
I am no longer

Red

To come back with such a personal piece is oddly strange but lifting. I’ve been contemplating about releasing this for months only because I kept giving myself excuses not to knowing that if I did, it was an acknowledgement to all the bad. This had made such an impact and shift in my life that many things are irreversible and I face these consequences everyday. My only advice out of this darkness is, sometimes you just have to wait for the light.

 

♫ Nam Taehyun –  Hug Me

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