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I’m losing balance on the tightrope we call life
Trying to please all these surrounding lights
The higher I go, the harder I fall
Like echoes in the wind
Haunting, Ignoring my call
Pride and Prejudice
Tell me that it’s all worth it
As I’m losing sleep for something I can’t reach
But I can’t help but hate how things stay the same
So I go out and play one of their wicked games
To get my name out there, forcing a change
See these opportunities don’t come
They’re one in a million
But I’m sick of lying
What, with no commission
And it’s not about the money or about the fame
It’s all about that line nicely drawn on a paper with your name
An excerpt from a time when you doubt yourself and wonder why you’re doing what you’re doing. Those day’s that feel extra long and everything goes wrong. Those same days when you’re pride gets the better of you and everything you’ve done all seem to go up in smoke.
Do you like me? Am I doing alright? Or have I just been wrong all this time.
Hard work doesn’t always pay off. Or does it?
When did we start caring about what other people think?
When it started concerning our future?
We give our youth to things we don’t understand but love and before we know it it becomes the only thing we know. Yet it always isn’t enough.
‘Even if you sincerely desire something, it doesn’t always come easily to you.’
-Pride and Prejudice, Zico
Maybe that’s why we start questioning and doubting. Because we are so used to seeing physical results, immediate results that when it’s something intangible, something that takes half a lifetime to achieve such as success, maybe even love, we easily become lost as there’s no telling in numbers or charts as to how well we’ve done.
You just do.
♫ Pride and Prejudice – Zico ft. Suran
♫ Parachute – Code Kunst ft. Oh Hyuk & Dok 2